Speaking candidly about the “trauma” she endured while in conservatorship, Britney Spears

Singer Britney Spears is talking about her usage of Instagram, media bullying, and the anguish she went through while under conservatorship once more.

From February 2008 until November 2021, the 42-year-old pop diva was the subject of a 13-year conservatorship. In her memoir “The Woman In Me,” published in October 2023, she talked candidly about a wide range of experiences she had at that time.

On Wednesday, May 22, Britney Spears addressed her use of social media on Instagram. Before talking about her conservatorship, she stated, “I try to do 30 posts a month… I used to do 12 a month… so people can kind of understand why I work so much??????!!!”. “To be honest, I haven’t really been the same since I was once kept in a place against my will for a very long period. Since I stopped posting on Instagram as frequently—roughly seven times a month—I kind of assumed that people assumed I wasn’t working hard enough, so ever since, I’ve been working even harder.

“But the thing is I realize now nothing was wrong with me !!!” She went on. “I present a very polished image on Instagram, but many people are unaware of the actual struggles I’ve faced. I’m not here to be a victim; rather, I want to say that trauma persists and most likely always will, despite the fact that I wrote a book about my experiences. It’s really deep, and to the best of my knowledge, all I can do is try my hardest and realize that it’s alright to feel unhappy or not feel okay on some days—something I don’t think the world has allowed me to do!”

“I feel like the news is nasty, but they never seem to be nasty to other people,” Britney continued. I feel like I’m being bullied, and it’s unfair. All I can do is try to be awakened by prayer that links me to a loving manner devoid of threats or fear, and by trying to forgive those who caused the severe nerve damage that sometimes prevents me from even thinking on the right side of my body. It’s really difficult, but I have to be the larger person and forgive my own parents! I’ll try my hardest to move past it and not allow my rage get the better of me.???!!!”

Britney has previously said that she has attempted to forgive her parents, who had her under a conservatorship granted by a judge from February 2008 until November 2021. She said earlier this month that she missed her “beautiful family” but she acknowledged that all families had “issues.”

The singer of “Toxic” used Instagram last Wednesday to consider her relationship with her family. Dear God, you can’t help how much you love your family, even though we all have problems with them. Even though I’m not in this photo, I really feel like I am. As an aside, if you know me, you know that at every event I’ve ever attended, I invariably wind up at this kids’ table! Even in the most upscale, pricey dinners, I always end up looking like this while the kids are seated in the back!!!

“Anyway, so… I’m sharing this photo because my family is so lovely and I miss them so much. So, not to sound pious, but in a world of mayhem and confusion, the devil uses cunning to deceive you, degrade you, and give the impression that you are less than!!!” she went on. “Even though I’m not in this picture, I wanted to share it nonetheless. It felt very very much like I was! Please swipe to view! 😊 Sadly for her followers, Britney removed the post the same day that she published it.

Britney enjoys spending time at the beach and showing her 42.2 million Instagram followers videos of her adventures there. Despite removing a recent post claiming to have returned from Mexico this week, her Instagram profile indicates that she was there as recently as last month.

“What a lovely treat I am giving myself! She posted pictures and videos of her vacation with the description, “I believe in God again every time I go to this destination and there probably isn’t another person that feels as blessed as I do every darn time I leave????????????!!!” “But this time, I’ll be back sooner! Chess match! I ask myself, “How come you all got offended when I wasn’t in the coffin at my funeral?” whenever I hear someone say they are so pleased for you. Jk!!!